First post of the year!

yeah! finally.. this is my FIRST post this year.. ah yeah, April is coming! I know I haven't update my blog since October last year? fuhh! pardon me for being missing for soooo long.. It's not that I don't want to update my blog, I have lots of stories/thoughts to share, but time constraint.. well, being a student is quite busy too.. 

Just wanna update a little bit that happening lately..

Rocket Presentation 

Team 'EveningStar'

our rocket is taller than us! =.=''

Being in this team was.. err.. hard to say.. many conflicts here and there, but we manage to present the best we can. We finished compiling our slides at 5am and have to be in the presentation room by 9am! ZzzZZ.. oh ya, our task was to design a rocket to send out to Venus. It is not that easy!! the calculation part was the HARDEST where we have to find the suitable engine, calculate the trust, pressure, temperature and etc.. 

After the presentation I directly went to LCCT for my flight back to KK. Arrived home at around 7pm and we had bbq during earth hour! Did you psupport the earth hour? Then, we prepare for the backdrop for her engagement. My sister plan just to do banner for her engagement but I don't know what happened and we decided to make a D.I.Y backdrop! They print out the alphabet and cut out the polysterine. The worse thing was, the color they bought was for fabric and not suitable for polysterine! The next morning, my sister and her friend rush to Wan Lee to buy a polyster color and I helped to do the painting. Luckily, I manage to paint it just in time before the guests came. hehe..

 the painter.. haha.. 

newly-engaged couple.. =)  

Congrats! 

the sistas! 

The Gurlss..

-The end-

p/s:. will update my blog more frequently. but I can't promise as I'm a busy final year student now. Tons of works MUST be finished by April. and my final year project is still long way to go where it has to be submitted by mid April.. hope I can finish do my survey.. 

ehem! I'm planing doing something that I never think of I will do next month! just wait for it.. *wink2* 

~xoxo~

happy birthday!

I don't know what's happening to me lately. Been very sensitive and easily offended. Maybe the pressure of too many assignments+reports+tests make me sensitive or.. I don't know..
A good friend of mine just joking around with me and I ended up tearing.. T_T
I know he didn't meant anything he said but I don't know why I took it seriously. Yesterday was his birthday and he treat us dinner after church. I'm not as cheerful as I'm. I don't talk much, just enjoying the foods. I'm sorry I've ruined your day, your birthday. We supposed to be happy to celebrate it.

I hate this fragile little heart of mine. :'( 

went to his house for a surprise birthday . 

Happy Birthday Octavius!! 

Not forgetting my brother who also celebrated his 19th birthday on 01.10.. 

wow! my brother is a big boy now.. 

wishing you all the best in everything you do!!~ ^^

Happy birthday MEJER!!

Have a blessed birthday bro! May God bless you.. 

~xoxo~

Feast of Saint Michael

Every year on the 29th of September, Christians celebrate the feast of Saint Michael.

Prayer of Saint Michael
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host -
by the Divine Power of God -
cast into hell, satan and all the evil spirits,
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.

Amen.


May Saint Michael protects us..

~xoxo~

art of love..

Just want to share this song.. enjoy! <3

I'm saying sorry in advance cos this won't always go to plan
Though we don't mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we're all about giving up
Things that we never thought we'd gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we'd play, gonna play them
It ain't perfect, but it's worth it
And it's always getting better
It's gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I'm still learning the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you're beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it's not my intention
Cause we're gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I'm still learning the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out

You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I'm gonna miss
I'm still learning how to give
I'm not giving up
I'm still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I'm still learning the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

http://www.metrolyrics.com

what a day!

I woke up this morning, I have the intuition that something is wrong today. And yes! I was late to class. Hopped into the bus at 8.30am and get in to class 20 minutes later.. Lecturer doesn't bother if you to come late in class but it shows your discipline. I don't like to come late to class, where everyone staring at you when walk to your seat and interrupt the lecturer/students.  

After class, I met my friends in front of the library and followed her to take some final-year-project-related things at the faculty office. The unlucky me was spotted by the deputy dean of my faculty! =.='' He asked for my student's card and see him at his office. He told me what I did wrong. He said that 'baju terlalu sendat dan tidak menutupi punggung!' I was like 'erm.. ok! I admit that it's my fault not to wear 'jubah' to class. I supposed to wear baju kurung on every Friday and Monday but I don't feel comfortable wearing it. I prefer t-shirt(long sleeves!) and jeans to class.  then he asked again: 'Are you Christian?' I nodded. 'Which Christian?' 'Catholic.' ...

and the conversation started..

Deputy Dean(DD): Do you go to church every Sunday?

Me: Yes! 

DD: ok, what is the difference between Muslim and Christian?

Me: (OMG! please don't ask me religion matters!!) Actually every religion is the same where it taught its people for good but it's only one's belief that makes every religion different. 

and then he started to talk about Islam.. bla..bla..bla.. I don't argue because me myself don't have strong facts to argue with! 

and then.. a question popped up.

DD: (he questioned me about the 'babi' things. I don't remember how his question was. It's like halal & haram things la)

Me: erm.. actually everything God's created in this earth can be eaten. (I'd read Fr.Eric's blog saying about this)

read this: 

Mark 7:15 ''There is nothing that goes into you from the outside which can make you ritually unclean. Rather, it is what comes out of you that makes you unclean.''

Mark7:19 ''because it does not goes into your heart but into your stomach and then goes on out of the body. (In saying this, Jesus declared that all foods are fit to eaten)''

I hope I can pour out these words to him! haha.. I don't like to argue about this ok! you have your faith, and I have mine. It's just that I didn't do my homework as a Catholic to read/know more about my religion. 

And he argue about our bible saying that the bible is not true! there are many authors for each version. and I told him that it's only translation,not changing the meaning of the words.

He gave me a 'love letter' for not wearing proper attire to class, but it doesn't make any sense. I will wear what I usually wear to class. I'm sorry if your eyes terjolok.. 8)

I feel ashame of myself that I don't have enough faith to uphold my religion. I should to do my homeworks now to know my faith more. I know this situation will happen again in the future since I live in 98% Muslim community now.  :( Oh Lord, grant me the words of wisdom and truth!

have a nice day people..

~xoxo~

holiday! yeah..

yeah!!~ 

It's mid semester break + Hari Raya holidays! I love holiday! and who doesn't? We had 2 week of break and this time I didn't back to KK because of:

1. Actually it's only a week break, (like alang2 to go back) but our uni has extended it to two weeks and the flight tickets price is quite expensive already. So, I decided to stay in this boring Shah Alam city and since none of my house-mate going back to their hometown, the eagerness to go back is not that strong. hihi..

2. It's been few years I studies at 'overseas' (to make it sounds nice la, actually peninsular only mah!)  but I haven't go to most of the places here, so I take this opportunity to 'jalan-jalan cari makan' with my friends. Planning to go to Penang and Langkawi after raya! ^^

3. TONE of assignments waiting for me. If I'm back, for sure I'll enjoy my holidays and pull aside all assignments!  One of it have to submit this Friday and I'm only at introduction-part! =.=' (hope I can finish it by today!!) Thinking of going to library to do my assignment but... hurmm... we'll see if the 'rajin' is in me! haha.. I also have to do my Final Year Project(FYP) and I haven't started yet. I hate to read those journal/articles! perhaps after I finish the first assignment, FYP mode started! Too many distraction to do works. I easlily distracted by FB and other stuffs! SAYA MESTI RAJIN hari ini, esok, dan hari2 seterusnya! rajin..rajin..rajin... hahaha..

I wish I'm back to KK as my best friend, Felcie who were studying at Jakarta is back for the raya holidays. It's been years since I last met her.  I supposed to meet her during my trip to Jakarta few months back but because of time constrain, I didn't meet her. teda jodoh oh.. :( hope she'll back end of this year.. 

Samantha and Felcie.. 

happy holidays to all students! yang bekerja tu, sabar2 la cuti.. hehe.. and to my muslim friends, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin.. ^^ jangan lupa bawa banyak2 kuih raya k! hehe.. 

Have a nice day! spread the smilessss... :D

-xoxo-

SAMsterz camp.. (day 2&3)

Here am I again to update about the SAMsterz camp..!!~
(I'm just sharing what I've experienced during the camp.. I'm not that holy but it's good to share what God has given to me! sharing is caring mah..)

I can say that our camp started on day 2 as the first day was only get-to-know-each-other and have fun! we actually had our aerobic session early in the morning but since it rain heavily the aerobic session cancelled, so we continue to our beauty sleep! thanks to the rain! haha.. the first talk was about 'The power of encouragement & affirmation' This session truly touched met as we always take for granted everyone around us especially our family and friends. They are blessing for us so appreciate them! Here, I want to thank all of my family and friends that always be besides me to share my tears and joy! (I know this doesn't look like a sincere affirmation, but deep in my heart I appreciate for everything you've done to me!) *wink2!*

During the healing session, I believe that I'm healed with the power of God. Praise the Lord! Previously, I have this fear where it always hunt me especially when I'm about to sleep or when I'm awake in the middle of the night. What I do to overcome this fear is I'll facebook-ing using my hp until I fall asleep. (Thanks to Digi for the free fb access!)  I really need inner healing to heal this fear, then suddenly the speaker says '2 persons here with fear of ... is healed!' and I know I'm one of the person healed at that moment! Thank God! Now, it's still hunting me sometimes but I'm not afraid of it anymore!! *shu-shu bad spirit* It's scary how the speaker knows what's happening at that moment, but it is God/holy spirit speaking through them. You have to experience it and you'll know how it feels! The joy and the peace you felt can't be described by words!

On the next day, we had one more session about the gifts of Holy Spirit. There are basically 7 gifts of Holy Spirit; wisdom, understanding, counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety and fear of God. I don't know what God had given to me, but for sure everyone has it. It's just that we don't know/realize it. Pray hard to know what gifts God has given to us and what He wants us to do in this world. =)

We depart from PD at around 4pm and went to Carmelite at Seremban for Sunday mass. It was a pleasure  to meet the nun there as I thought ordinary people can't meet them personally. I can't imagine if I were a nun, but if it's God's will, why not? oh no!
Arrived at CDM church at around 9pm and had our dinner at one of the food court at Subang they had some 'drink'. hoho..

some pictures during the camp..

speakers for the camp. John Paul and Eddy. (they were SUPERB!!~)

Samsterz 3rd anniversary!

enjoying the windy beach..

Octavius, Me & Neldy.. 

(pictures courtesy of Eric & Octavius)

I want to share a video that reflect how our life is.. enjoy!



Till then.. have a nice day! GBU.. :)

-xoxo-