A beautiful prayer..

Shared by one of my fb friend.


God says:
Wait until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to Me alone.

I love you, my child. But until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another as you desire to be until you are united with Me, exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and belongings.

I want you to stop planning and stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan that exists - one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the very best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. 

Just keep your eyes on Me, expecting the greatest things. 
Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM.
Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you.
You must be patient.

Don't be anxious.
Don't worry.
Don't look around at the things others have.
Just keep looking at Me, or you will miss what I want to give you.

And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready...until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, you won't be able to exprience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me...and this is perfect love.
~Anonymous Prayer

Finally...

wohoooo!!~

THANK GOD!

After 4 years of study, I'm finally graduated! I have never been as happy as now when checking my result. Although it is not as good as others, but I'm quite satisfied yet a bit disappointed for my results. I know I can get better than what I get, but I have tried my best! 

Congratulations to me! and all my graduating friends.. It is a pleasure to know everyone of you during my study in UiTM Shah Alam. 

Not forgetting my lecturers and friends who helped me a lot throughout my study.. thanks a lot! 

May God bless all of you! 

Now a new phase of my life begins - career! I hope I can cope with this new environment.

Wish all my newly-graduate friends all the best and good luck in job hunting! =)

Good nite! *sleeping with a wide smile =D*

~xoxo~ 

saya seorang penggangur!

hye! how's life lately?

I have finished my four years of study in mechanical engineering (finger crossed that I'll pass all the subjects which will be announced tomorrow!) and I'm now officially an un-employed! Any vacancy? haha.. I know there are many job opportunities out there. But I'm not ready to work in my field of study. I have no confidence to attend interview, I have lack of knowledge of engineering. (I don't know what did I studied for the past 4 years! terrible!*sigh* ) hmm.. 

To prepare myself to face the working environment later on, I have enrolled myself to a AutoCad course at AMC which is fully sponsored by government. It is important for an engineer for drafting/designing. Other than that, I also register myself for their Conversational English course. I must polish my english speaking.  It's not that I can't speak well but I have no confidence to speak in english especially with those who is excellent-english-speaker! haha.. I know I should not be shy and  practice to speak with everyone. They also provide English @workplace which I think is a very good course to attend. Perhaps I will change the Conversation English course to English @workplace.. If you are interested to learn other languages such as Mandarin, Japanese & Korean language, you can register yourself for that course and it is F.O.C!  

I'm also thinking to register Safety & Health course or Manufacturing course at Sabah Skills Training Center (SSTC) but I've missed the intake, I haven't called there for further info.

My mum asked me to submit my resume to Alliance Bank as there are few vacancies available, I don't enjoy doing office work actually, but no harm trying mah kan.. =)

For the time-being, I have no plan to work as I have few activities to join until mid of July. So, maybe I'll will only start my part-time-job hunting next month. hehe..



I'm planning to join 

Make A Difference (M.A.D) camp organized by LifeLine SCH 

Sutera Harbour 7k Sunset Charity Run 2011 I'm not sure if I'm fit enough to run 7km! haha.. 

and few more activities to kill my free time.. =) 

p/s: hope it won't rain this evening, let's go for a jog! hehe.. 

Mothers' Day

Every second Sunday of the month of May, everybody in the world celebrate Mothers' Day. I want to take this opportunity to wish my mum..

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!

Being a single mother like my mum isn't that easy especially when we lost our father when we're still young. She has to take care three of us by herself. A lot of sacrifice she had made to make us happy and feel loved. Thank you for everything mum! You're our sunshine when we're in the dark, and you will always there to comfort us. 

my beautiful mother.. 

I wish I can be as loving as you.

I wish I can be as kind as you.

I wish I can be as strong as you.

I wish I can be as BEAUTIFUL as you! 

haha.. 

Thanks for everything mum! Love you always.. Sorry if I've hurt you!

May the Good Lord showers you with HIS abundant blessing. Amen!

Lots of love, 

Majoree

~xoxo~

MayDay

Happy Labors' Day! I don't think it's too late to wish all the workers Labors' Day today because today is replacement public holiday for it right? What did you do during Labors' Day? 

I went to a MayDay parade at Dang Wangi. The issue highlighted was 'Harga Barang Naik, Gaji Bila Lagi?' untuk menuntut akta gaji minimum (Price hike, and demand for minimum wage act) How can you survive with a salary less than RM1000 with the increasing price of goods? As a student, I think I spend more than RM500 per month, just for the house rental, utility bills, daily meals, transportation to class.

According to the MayDay fliers, Malaysia has a very high differences between the rich and the poor in Southeast Asia. Minister of Human Resources state that 34% of the workers' salary is under the poverty line which is RM720. 'Minimum Wage Act' is a good way to reduce poverty amongst worker especially the estate workers and factory workers where their average salary is only around RM800. Moreover, this act can be as an appreciation to their hard work for the development of this country.

That was my first time watching such parade and I am so touched with the spirit of the people who stand for the workers' rights and  the solidarity among everyone there.

Actually I was one of the volunteers to distribute foods and drinks to the supporters. 

The arrested protester/activist/leader:

These are some of the pictures taken during the MayDay parade. 

 

Harga pakaian naik! 

 

 

 'Jika Pekerjaan begitu menyenangkang,

yang kaya tentu menyimpannya untuk diri sendiri'

'Pergi mampus! Jangan Kapitalis'

'Jangan perdagangkan kami'

'We can stop violence against women'

I think this is one of the NGOs

What can we do to protect them? They should get what they should earn, not using/abusing them. They are human too! They worked so hard yet earn so little. Maybe we are in our comfort zone where we can survive with what we earn now, but how about them?

More info about MayDay

p/s: I'm just volunteering for this event, and I've learned something new. 

Dear God, 

IF this is what You want me to do, 

I surrender everything according to your plan.

Amen!

'There are only two types of women – goddesses and doormats'

http://girlsguideto.com/article/how-be-goddess

I will never forget the day I first heard Pablo Picasso’s famous quote about women.  It was a particularly tough time for me.  I’d just (finally) ended things with a very bad guy and was dealing with all the “how could I have been so stupid?” thoughts.  I told my best girl, “N,” what I’d done and she immediately sent the following text:

“Picasso said, ‘There are only two types of women – goddesses and doormats.’  You, my dear, are a goddess.”

A goddess?  Me?  Really?  Hmmmm.  Despite my doubts about the truthfulness of “N’s” comment, it made me feel so much better.  And it also got me thinking…  What makes a woman a “goddess?”  What attributes and qualities does she have?  What is it about her that makes her so attractive and desirable to men?  And could I (or any woman for that matter) truly achieve “goddess status?”

“N’s” text not only made me smile – isn’t it wonderful to have encouraging girlfriends? – it also provided the foundation for many of the philosophies found in “Jenn X.”  As I continued my journey through singledom and started my blog, Picasso’s words became my mantra and my inspiration.  I was tired of feeling manipulated and mistreated.  I was O-V-E-R looking to men for approval.  I was done done done with the chaos and confusion that often seemed to come with romantic relationships.  So, if you are anything like me and are ready to trade your worn out welcome mat for a crown and scepter, I hope you’ll read on.  Here are the ten commandments of a “goddess,” Jenn X-style:

1.  She is confident and self-assured.  What is confidence?  As far as I see it, confidence is derived from knowing who you are and being comfortable in your own skin.  It comes from believing in yourself and in your capabilities.  It is NOT arrogance.  No way.  In fact, truly confident people are humble and gracious.  They don’t need to flaunt themselves for other’s approval and attention.  They listen more than they talk and they enjoy giving compliments more than receiving them.  How you dress, carry yourself, and converse all demonstrate your level of confidence.  It’s no surprise guys are very quick to pick up on this.  When a man meets a confident woman, her value in his eyes instantly rises.

2.  She is strong and independent.  A goddess doesn’t let life live her, but instead she lives her own life.  She has goals, dreams, and aspirations separate from her love life.  In fact, she would never entertain the thought of giving herself up just to be with a man.  Catching and keeping him isn’t the end all be all of her existence and she won’t “melt” into a guy, trying to be who and what she thinks he wants.  It is perfectly wonderful to want, and even need, a man.  But to compliment you, not to complete you. 

3.  She is emotionally stable.  I recently read a fascinating article.  It stated that most men have a deep need to be loved by a woman who is emotionally tough and dependable.  When I think of a goddess, I think of a woman who is in control of her emotions.  She doesn’t fall apart, break down, or throw fits if things don’t go her way.  She doesn’t become a wreck over the little things and her world doesn’t revolve around never-ending drama.  A goddess would never expect a man to act as her therapist.  (Ever!)  After all, that’s what girlfriends are for, right?

4.  She is optimistic.  A goddess has a sense of humor.  She can joke around, see the “good” in nearly every circumstance, and enjoys life.  She is not bitter and does not allow resentment to take a hold of her.  She is fun and has the ability to laugh with others and at herself.  A goddess is happy with her life and with her place in the world.  As a result, others are drawn to her and her energy is contagious.

5.  She takes care of her appearance.  A goddess knows that when she looks good, she feels good.  Her health and well-being are important to her.  She is well groomed and dresses appropriately for the situation, without trying too hard to be noticed.  As Coco Chanel said, “Dress shabbily and they remember the dress.  Dress impeccably and they remember the woman.”  It’s important not to go to extremes, however.  A woman’s attractiveness is not determined by her daily caloric intake or by sporting a four figure handbag.  Although high heels and mascara are not foreign concepts to her, a real goddess knows that true beauty starts within.

6.  She won’t chase a man.  Can you imagine a goddess throwing herself at a man or working overtime to impress him?  I sure can’t.  But how often do we women act like this?  We’ll initiate all contact.  We’ll “accidentally” run into him.  Heck, we’ll bake him cupcakes and deliver them to his office after the first date.  We might as well jump up and down while holding a sign that says “Pick Me!!”  A goddess wouldn’t do this.  Instead, she lets men come to her and show her their level of interest.  She allows a man to pursue, to court, to woo; thereby encouraging him to step up and be a man.

7.  She does not accept disrespect.  Boundaries are a good thing.  There is nothing wrong with knowing how you want and deserve to be treated.  A goddess doesn’t allow a man to throw her scraps and then try to convince her it’s an entrée.  When she is treated in an unacceptable manner, she has the strength to stand up for herself; even if it means walking away.

8.  She is not easily attained.  A goddess knows her worth.  She doesn’t give off the “I’m desperate for a man!  Any man will do!” vibe.  Instead, she occupies herself with the business of her.  She walks with pride through her own life and carefully analyzes those men who catch up to her.  She is the picker.  She is the chooser.  And she strives to choose wisely.  As a result, the man who wins her heart also believes he has won an incredible woman.  To paraphrase the famous dating quote:  PLAYING hard to get is ridiculous.  BEING hard to get is marvelous.

9.  She is feminine.  It is entirely possible to be a CEO, a professional athlete, or have an A-cup and still be undeniably feminine.  Femininity doesn’t mean acting like a little girl, a weakling, or an airhead.  Not even close.  Nor do you have to forgo jeans and baseball caps or the ability to hang with the guys.  Being feminine is about embracing yourself as a woman.  It’s about being charming and gracious.  It’s about radiating warmth and openness.  The vast majority of men are instinctively drawn to “femininity.”  At the end of the day, they want a woman who is a lady.

10.  She prizes her sexuality.  A goddess is neither prudish nor promiscuous.  Although she enjoys sex and physical intimacy, she realizes that it is a valuable gift and doesn’t allow herself to be used or treated carelessly.  She won’t dress overly provocatively or flaunt her “sex-ploits” on a date.  She waits before consummating relationships and is trustworthy in matters of fidelity.  The goddess views sex as “special” and she encourages her man to treat her like a “special” woman.

Obviously, Picasso’s one sentence quote inspired me.  It is not only the motivation behind much of my writing, it has also encouraged me to think and act more like a “goddess” in my own life.  And ladies, if I can do it – and see the results – so can you.

hey Mr Nice Guy!

After watching this short drama, I think I'm in Amy's situation or the girl in the last scene of part II? How would you know if the 'nice guy' likes you IF he never told you so?

"All you do is complain about how she overlooks you, but how is she supposed to know she's any different from all the other friends you have? If you treat her the same as everyone else, how is she supposed to know she's special to you?'' 


ok, time to study! wish me luck for my coming exam.. =D
~xoxo~